still

We are still here... still waiting... still feeling like we described below (although perhaps with just a little less intensity... maybe...).

As of today, we have been waiting 14 weeks for our referral. I keep trying to remind myself that when we first got news that we were officially waiting, I didn't think we were likely to get a referral until mid-June; Ryan was more optimistic with a late May guess (see our guesses on the side bar). But then we entered the 3-5 month window and there were all these referrals and we watched ourselves move up the FBI and, well, yeah, we let ourselves imagine the possibility that the call just might happen any minute. Ugh.

We are a little calmer now, trying to remain optimistic and excited, but without being consumed by anxiety (I am not saying we are successful). Wish us luck!