one more try

I am heading off to work now, hoping I can actually keep myself together enough to get some work done (apologies in advance to my co-workers if that proves not to be possible!).

I had taken the day off yesterday, thinking it would be easier to deal with the stress of waiting for the call, not to mention I thought I'd rather be alone than at the office in the event the call was not good. And if the call was good, well, I didn't really want to have to work either ;)

But I guess I didn't count on the delay factor. So much for my plan. I know, I know. By now it should be clear that you can't really plan for anything when it comes to adoption (good practice for parenthood too, I think), so I'm trying to go with the flow and know that things will work out exactly as they are meant to. Wish me luck.